“If you are depressed, you are living in the past. If you are anxious, you are living in the future. If you are at peace, you are living in the present.” -Lao Tsu
I feel everytime I write a new post I promise to get back into it. I would love to do better with my post and I’ll get there but for now this is what is going on!
Sooooo, the most exciting thing is I have recently got engaged!!! 🍾🍾 Which is cool!! I’ve been with my love for 4years, so we knew we were heading down that road. lol I also always thought planning my wedding would be fun but I must say I understand now why some ladies become bridezillas. I have plans with doing a mini series type deal with #BecomingMrsWilliams. To keep everyone in the loop. But we will see.
Another big decision that I have made but have been a little hesitated to tell anyone but oh well here it is. I am starting the process into looking into weight loss surgery. It is a huge decision for me. I never thought I would be ready to make this step but I rather do it now then later and I have my reasons behind why surgery would be best for me! 😊 That will be in another post so stay tuned!!
So I’m back and starting on a different section of the blog. The health section. So as I started my path on finding a better me, I realized that I had a lot of work ahead of me. I have a little more loving then others, and I loved that about myself. I love me for who I am, but there are some areas I would love to change.
The main thing with starting this new journey is feeling better in the morning. I’ve been on health kicks before and there is no better feeling than waking up in the morning after you have been treating your body well.
I’ve been struggling lately with making it too my personal training appointments. I really like my trainer he really work my body. He is really good at pushing my body to a good point, while not hurting me but keeping me challenged. I like going to him but it actually getting there for me. Once I get there it’s golden but it’s getting me there. I need to be a little more motivated.
I’ve been struggling with believing in myself and getting to a place that I want to be in my career. Starting my career and finding things that I actually like to do. Working out help me out with that. It helps release so much stress, it’s like the perfect high.
I’ve really been struggling with my PCOS. It’s making it so hard for me to lose the weight. It’s starting to really take a toll on my mental. I feel as if I’m trying so hard to lose the weight and changing my lifestyle. I know it takes time and I’m seeing the inches go away but not the number go down. It’s really bothers me. PCOS isn’t easy.
I’m not going to give up. I’m struggling but I’m still going to go after it! I haven’t been perfect but I know this struggle is going to be worth it!
The craziness of my life hasn’t stopped. Since the beginning of the year I have been on a sole persuit of happiness. I found myself home and jobless about three months ago. I found a job outside of the retail field that help me realize that I LOVE retail. So in a week or so I’m headed back to retail.
I found at the beginning of the year I had gained 50 pounds. 😳 I was depressed and wondering what did I want in life. Now I’m getting it back together watching what I’m eating and working out with a personal trainer.
Life is falling back into place and I’m bring you with me!
Sorry it has been so long since I posted about the “Who do you think you are?” mirror. I have added some sticky notes!!
I’ve decided to do it every week instead of every day. I have fallen off a little bit. I’ve had some things going on in life, but I’m back at in FULL EFFECT!!
I never stopped saying the things daily. It has help make me okay with being who I am and okay with all the things that make me uniquely awesome.
The next word on my mirror of “Who do you think you are?” is:
Starting a life were you have no regret is starting to look at your decisions in life as intelligent. Even the decisions that you believe set you back. At some point you thought that your choice was the right choice. Let me say this too…. just because a choice you made set you back to your standard, doesn’t mean that it was a bad choice. Every decision has a reason!!! Reasons being something beautiful in its own right!
I’ve heard other do a mirror of inspiration. I decided in 2016 I wanted to do one as well.
Who do you think you are? A question I struggle with. Constantly not thinking I’m good enough for all the blessings I have in my life! This year that is gonna change!!
Everyday I will add one sticky note to my mirror answering that question.
First word is DESERVING!!